![]() ![]() It is stuff like this, where I feel like a prisonr in my own home. And they have been surfing and doing things my wife a couple of years ago would have never let them do.Īny time I try and talk to the gril’s about it, my wife will come into the room and start contrdicting me, and tell them to ignore what I am telling them after I leave the room. But now they are on the internet all the time. Before she backslide, we kept a tight regin on the grils internet activtiy. Whether it is in regaurd to the girl’s or money. I have no input with the what goes on in our home. My wife makes all decisions, she never talks to me about anything. ![]() It has been so difficult at times… much of the time. They too have gotten to the point where at times they have contempt for my faith. My two daughters (now 17 and 15) have grown estranged from me. Becasue of the years of my wife constaly contridicting me in front of the girl’s and arguing with me, and showing disrespect to me. Let deacons be the husbands of one wife, ruling their children and their own houses well.īecause of my wife’s shipwrecked faith she was tearing me down to the girls by often times showing contempt for my faith. Likewise, their wives must be reverent, not slanderers, temperate, faithful in all things. I felt I was disqaulfied from for ministry becaue of the situation with my family. It seemed from that time on that she really fought being faithful to the Lord. The Lord even spoke to my wife one morning and told her the reason why we weren’t in the ministry is becaise she was not walking with the Lord. It got to the point where I had to step down from the ministry. She became resentful and bitter, and began drinking, and not tending to the girls in thier schooling or taking care of them as she should. It got progressively worse as time went along. A few years ago my wife began to backslide. I am a Pastor who is currently not ministering due to the fact that my wife is not walking with the Lord as she should. Thanks for your obedience in writing the post “We you need to find hope agian.” That was for me. I truly believe that God will use this little book to bring new hope to your heart. If you are struggling to find hope in your marriage, please order my new book Pray Truth: Praying God’s Word for my Husband’s Heart. What verses do you turn to when you are struggling with hope? Resources for You: Where are you struggling to know Hope right now? “When we lay the soil of our hard lives open to the rain of grace and let joy penetrate our cracked and dry places, let joy soak into our broken skin and deep crevices, life grows.” There has been much struggle, but there - there, there, there - in every struggle and sorrow and wrestling with God, there has been so. Yet for all of the joy and sorrow the years have held, these past five years could have contained a lifetime. I didn’t plan for it to be I didn’t even realize I was still running - until one day this December the memories of the past five years washed over me with full force, knocking me down and leaving me breathless.įive years isn’t that long – just a handful, really, one I’ve lived nearly seven times over. This December was a finish line of sorts for me. See my full disclosures, Terms of Use, and privacy policies on my "privacy" page. As an Amazon Associate I earn from qualifying purchases. ![]()
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